panzuda's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the hysterical thought im just remembering all of the times i couldn’t breathe because of sickness. when i was diagnosed with asthma i remember trying to push a ball in a tube with my breath and just coughing in a nasty way. the person doing the test seemed sympathetic or sarcastic depending on how i remember it. there was the bad time. with all the medicine. then years of just telling people that’s just how i am. just someone who sneezes and coughs and wheezes. the bad pneumonia with all the awful drugs. i feel afraid for the people dying by drowning now. I’m afraid a little for myself (but feeling better now that i have the means to stay inside) i hope everyone who can breathe stays breathing without pain for as long as possible. 21:50 - 16.03.20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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