panzuda's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- \"nobody will die, while i've got money in my hand.\" occasionally something will remind me that my father is slowly dying in seattle. sometimes when a parent or grandparent dies a person will say "well, we've known for a long time now so it is really better that she he/she is no longer suffering." and they sound so calm and resolved. i feel very vulnerable to the phone call i will inevitably receive about my father's death. very unresolved. i sometimes say "my mind can't wrap around...." and i feel like this is the kind of thing my mind can't wrap around. 10:35 - 08.06.06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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